Put my future in Your hand

Finally i met up with Ah Bird last weekend !!!
I'm so happy yet i'm happy for her.
She will be transferring from Dubai to France to continue her fashion design course
Anyway, wherever you will be, there is always my blessing to you, ganbatte!
And we gonna miss you ^_^

Between,
some of my friends who study in HELP or INTI
will be going to UK soon
Apparently i was jealous
I can't deny that i regret to take SPM
just because of 1119
But if you ask me to prepare and have the IELST
I feel so boring
although there are a lot of support and encouragement from them

I'm not supposed to think about the further study in UK
which will spend me a lot of money but just get the same cert
This is me, who never do something which is not worth, ha

God, if I get the chance to go NZ, it's ok for me not to further study in UK.
Seriously.
Please lead me, grant me, give me according to Your wills.
I put my future in Your hand and You put the faith in my heart.
Thanks Lord !